... Opportunities to change - The Becoming- The Remembering...the spirals....
I accept the truth of my path....I show integrity through always being truthful, and its only through honesty that I earn sacred experiences of the Mysteries....
...The Remembering is the spirals....helix of DNA....spinning cycles within cycles....
...Think Cosmically, Act Locally....
...Ive been trying to merge the magickal with the mundane, these two halves of my Self that pulled in opposite directions....
...until now...
...In this moment, they begin to ebb and flow, like breathing....
...In this moment, i feel apart of a larger circulatory system....
...Yesterday...
...I embodied your doubt, your fear, your uncertainty and your wounded faith....
...Today...
... I emerge from shadow landscapes deep within....
and stand before you now, the undeniable proof of larger truths....
...We are co-creating Heaven on Earth....
...I am becoming a living embodiment of what I have awakened to over these past 2 1/2 years.....
..We have crossed into uncharted territory that is not yet reflected by the constructs of our outer world.....
...I know I must brave the new direction and allow my heart to guide me...
How am I directing my energy?
...the seed of potential held within a new beginning has been planted in so many ways....
...Awaken to enlightenment - the PROCESS of becoming....
...to Oneness....
...Steady determination...Staying on track...
...Here comes the Night....
What extremes have i experienced? What is the limit of my personal power?
Take breaks when i need to!
Quietly, I lie at peace, alive against the Earth.
Here, in my body, are Sacred Rivers, Here are the Sun and the Moon....
Grounding brings clarity through stillness....Grounding forms foundation...
I have the right to be here...
Evolution proceeds, NOT by changing basic habits, but by taking basic habits its given and building more and more complex patterns out of them...This is the area of ALCHEMY - the science of multiplication...
...when consciousness is released from the thousands of mental, vital, and physical vibrations in which it is buried, there is Joy...
Inside, my heart beats, my blood pulsates, a river of life connects each and every cell within me...Blood flows outward, blood ebbs towards the center again...Cells expand and contract...dissolve and coagulate...ever-reproducing, ever dying...
...The Action...
....planting seeds while clearing a path....
...creating in extremely high forms...
...BALANCE...
...The Unwritten...
...I must know what i NEED and what I WANT, and to be able to discern the difference between them...
...A Journey, a pilgrimage home to the Self...I will hear something if i listen for it, and keep my soul cocked for guidance....
...The point is not to overcome my doubts about myself, the point is to move THROUGH my self-doubt...
..I value my mistakes as part of my learning....
....balance between instinctive and tamed parts of my personality...strong emotions, passionate desires...A driving force...An appetite for freedom.....what i thrive for, what carries me in life....Trust, Loyalty, friendship, partnership...Movement.....Sexual energy, masculine - Yin- energy ....the pattern...
From completion comes renewal...
...Conception gives us the patter and manifestation fills it with substance, giving it form...
pattern implies order, and order s the underlying universal reality...
'pater' - Father - the Father gives the seed (DNA) - the information/pattern that stimulates the creation of form...Conception begins when a pattern is accurately received. The Maternal aspect then gives substance to the pattern......
A cosmic wake-up call -
Wake up and remember who i think i am...stagnation is the enemy....its time to invent me....I must have the balls to live my life more authentically than i ever imagined....this is an opportunity to transcend the split in my duality...
I integrate as a whole self, knowing my soul's plan....by gaining knowledge of the divine i begin to see it within all life and living things......i can manifest anything instantly and live fully in the now....
We are ALL Divine co-creators, waking from the dream...
This undirected love has to find its goal...abundance....synthesis, harmony, joy and fulfillment....
experiencing the beyond has left me in awe and wonder....answers can be things, but its the QUESTIONS that are the process, they are the Journey....
Only if the self is connected can an experience of unity among all things be experienced and the experience be integrated into the self...its a process...of becoming...
I can only be my most useful to a group when i am my individual authentic self....
...connections...sharing, communicating....
...I can hear the small, still voice within...the wisdom of silence and the inspiration that comes from those moments...I must be in touch with my True Will, but i must also allow the flow of inspiration to flow through me, i must feed the fire in my blood....
...divine illumination...
...community building....
...social consciousness...
...keep my thoughts in good order....
...to make new connections...multiplication...individual inspiration...to understand the voice of the wind...
...i connect...
...i know...
...An axis of enlightenment...process of becoming...traveling the world tree...path of communication between extremes - between higher and lower worlds.....
...Accepting the body is accepting the central integrating structure that united my many diverging paths...it is the container for the soul....my body expresses my life...
A sense of safety, a sense of identity, a sense of power, a sense of integrity, a sense of possibility, a sense of abundance, a sense of connection, a sense of strength, a sense of compassion, a sense of self-protection, a sense of autonomy, a sense of faith...
I have found joy and fulfillment in Love and Devotion...I am aware of the worth and i understand its meaning....
Joy arises through gentle means, but springs from a solid inner base...
...there is movement in my body, there is change...
...from inner to outer, outer to inner, the path between worlds is woven THROUGH me...
Am I truly awake? How would i know this?
What are the limits of my knowledge? How can I extend what I know?
How can I become more awake?
When does the Journey end?
....Nobody ever said we had to do this alone..
....the blessings were right next to us all along...
...Inspiration surrounds you. You are inspiring....
...Inspiration surrounds me. I am inspiring...
stay with the program...for nothing is really clear
be very aware
and don't be afraid to ask for help
Slowly, the world will change if we keep at it....
